A special - normal day !

         

             I am attracted by a circle of busy life, everyday is the same time, when I finish working in company, then doing as tutor. I don’t feel sad anymore and have no time to think about something in my present life. However, in these days, I feel extremely stressed with my manager, she seems to feel uncomfortable about me, I do not know the reason why, may be.....I feel bored with my present job, moreover, wanting to work off in company right now. Life is the only life, sometimes; I must accept and go along with them. If I stop my working in company now, I will become an unemployed person. Indeed, I don’t wanna to make my parents sad about me any more. Thus, I am still impatient and work in this company. It is just only a temporary job in present. When I get my graduation certificate, I will apply for a job as an English teacher in a high school or in any colleges in TB city. I always want to try every challenge in life. It’s a pity ! I heard that my friends have already gone to my university to take a lecturer exam. I also want to take part in this exam, but it is too late for me. Feeling a little sad and disappointed about myself, I get a hard thought in my mind.

           This Sunday weekend is coming; I want to go to Ha Noi city to see my brother, who has already come back from Korea. I have not seen him for 2 years. After this coming back, he will go to Germany for study as PhD in biotechnology. I don’t know the time, when he considered me as a younger sister. He is very kindly and I learn many good things from him. It’s extremely sad if I have no opportunity to see him.

       Time is passing so fast that I cannot imagine. I have done as tutor for 1 month, and my life becomes busier. I seem to forget my birthday without receiving my friends’ congratulation messages. Today is a little special day to me. Getting some mixed feelings in my mind, both joyful and a little sad. I remind of the time on my last birthday; I celebrated the birthday party with everyone in my village. It’s a wonderful party, we talk and smile much with each other. This is an unforgettable time in life. However, on my birthday this time, just get many good congratulations, no gift, no candle, no birthday party. Just only I am with 4 pieces of wall in my room on my birthday and it’ so normal thing! In this crowded city, I must be acquainted with sadness. And my life still flows like this way! I wanna to go Thai city, may be it also is the last time, when I go for getting my graduation certificate.